Ok, not sure if your joking or not, but i have been trying to find help too. I'll be 16 in April and my dad and I live alone since my mom died from pancreatic cancer three years ago. I did not have sex with him or anything, but I had some dreams about him and I doing it. I've been weird around him since. He thinks I am doing drugs or something because I can't look him in the eye. Sometimes now I think I am messed up and when I told my BFF she looked at me like i was from another planet. People tell me it's ok because I didn't have any control. But I want to tell him why I am acting all weird around him.