What did you do today?
I slept 13 hours...
I sat on my ass, laid on my back, and sweated. A lot. And I continue to do so. Fucking lack of ventilation and/or air conditioning.
The dog barked and woke me up super early, like 2pm. Then I asked my dad to get me some beer for tonight and of course he said, "If you want beer, why not get a job and buy it yourself?" I hate my parents and can't wait until I move out.
I'm 26.
I didn't sleep, I went and babysat three funny kids for an hour, and swam a bit. Now I'm getting ready for my friend's play.
I woke up at 7 and thought OH FUCK I'M 5 HOURS LATE FOR WORK
Then I realized it was 7a.m. and went back to bed.
Stayed up until 04:00 watching Texhnolyze and posting on /a/ after having some vodka last night.
Then I woke up at 08:00 and had a bit of tea and a small bowl of rice after a hot shower. Went on IRC and chatted a bit while repeating the events of last night.
>>3
No ironic posts allowed here, mister!
>>6
Everything in my post was true. Though I'll admit to dressing it up a little so I can play it off as self-deprecating humor if need be.
I had an enjoyable night, but as a result just 2 hours of sleep. I went to my new job and had a lot of coffee. I was so fatigued I accidentally got on the wrong subway, went to my old apartment, then realized I moved into my girlfriends.
At least being Friday I can do it all again without having to get up early.
I was thinking about making a sort of slice-of-life thread like this one /general/.
After I got bored with Texhnolyze for the day, I listened to some old Dio albums and wrote some emails back and forth with some guy I met on a certain imageboard's anime board. Pretty interesting talking with a complete stranger in that way... he filled up 3 notebooks with drawings inspired by Yume Nikki, how impressive is that? I got a .zip with over 600 images of one character and a game called .flow's OST tossed in with it, too. It's a really odd kind of link between two people, but it's reassuring to know that there are other people with your same interests out there.
I donated $50 to a site called Tohno-chan for no reason at all.
Right now I'm making some delicious bacon to celebrate some fun games in DOTA 2 and then I'm going to go hang out with a new friend. It's fun to smoke and drink and talk about the world. Recently I've been thinking a lot on the topics of "strength" and "weakness." Hopefully my friend has some interesting thoughts.
I don't wanna hang out tonight, guys! Can I just stay home and watch anime instead??
I can't tell if I'm miserable or merely ill. Probably both?
I hate the feeling of sweat collecting underneath my almost-manboobs.
The Flash Player plugin in my Google Chrome browser keeps running out of memory and crashing, forcing me to close down and restart my browser, even though I'd like to think 8GB is a pretty decent amount of RAM for a Windows 7 x64 machine these days. I do tend to have a lot of tabs using Flash open at the same time, but it shouldn't be hogging all that much memory to load those Nico Nico Douga videos.
Also, what's up with Chrome not having a session saver function built in? "Bookmark all tabs" only works on individual windows as well.
>>14
If you go to your settings and select "Continue where I left off" under "On startup" then it should save your current session when you close it.
>>15
Thanks, does this work with multiple open windows as well, though? The only other way I've found to resume such sessions was to kill the whole process tree.
My computer is slow and old and terrible and keeps sounding like it's going to break. I need a new one, but that means getting money. And getting money means finding a job. And I can't find a job because I'm a lethargic NEET with no motivation, skills or experience.
I could not sleep last night. I would doze for 40 minutes, wake up for a couple hours, doze off again. Once the sun came up, I gave up and sat outside and wrote some ideas down in my notebook. It's strange, but I think so clear at odd hours of the day and with little sleep.
I was thinking, if I die I wonder what would happen to everything I've wrote? I've spent my entire life writing musings and philosophy - there are hundreds of old journals lying around my place. It seems a waste no one will ever see them, but then it feels narcissistic to assume they hold enough value that someone would go out of their way to bother. I once met a guy who said he burned them after finishing which was interesting but I don't think I could do that.
I dreamed last night that I worked in some factory and that I fucked my childhood friend at a Halloween party. Then I was a waiter in an expensive restaurant. I wonder what it could mean.
A human is coming to my house tomorrow to hang out and I'm scared
played a 1.5 hour long game of dota 2, watched more texhnolyze, drew. talked to a cute girl i used to go to middle school with and made plans to meet up again, even though she's a hikki now.
Got a new internet connection today. It's...4 times faster than what was in the place I moved into. Now I just need more disk space so I can brutally rape the bandwidth.
Also fireworks! ((´^ω^))
Today I have work, then a battle of the bands in a park which my friends will be playing at.
I went for a walk last night at around 2AM. My leg hurt, so I sat down for a rest. I must have fallen asleep, because the next thing I remember it's slightly sunny out and I was waking up outside.
Today at work all my co-workers got together and tricked me into eating some awful spicy fruit.
I hung out with a friend and we walked 2 miles in the heat to get ice cream.
My dad is so shitty /livejournal/! "I care about you, I only want you to be happy," he says. "I understand that you care about different things than I do in life," he continues, "And that's alright. But you aren't happy in life, and I know this because you don't care about the same things that I do," he implies, "which is why I'm going to yell at you and beat you and sit in your room for hours watching you sleep until you do," which are what his actions suggest.
>>28
Well, whatever it was. It looked like a little tiny deformed pepper. But I've eaten peppers before that had no spice to them. Are peppers not fruit?
WHAT IS A MAN? A MISERABLE LITTLE PILE OF SECRETS!
Nothing of note yesterday, but I'm applying at a movie rental store tomorrow.
>>35
I want to play DOTA 2 with you. Come on Steam
I slacked off, watched cute little girl cartoons and played VNs. Also stole some dudes IRC nick on the Eris-Free Network after his shell dropped.
I woke up at 5, going to go babysit, then read One Piece all day.
WHAT DO THE KHA'AK WANT?
Fuck my job, fuck people, and fuck goals. I don't care anymore, I'm just going to live until I die.
I shitposted 469 times on 4chan last night.
Tokiko forced "NSJ" and admits to it, yet non-Tokiko people still use it.
I wonder if Usenet was so easily trolled by teenagers.
>>43
I did over 800 times.
It's so disgusting how there's people who are obsessed with sex.
Today I watched Wandering Son and read the manga. I also chatted quite a bit on MSN and read some papers on post-structuralism. My dog is acting up because some people are shooting off fireworks, it's awful.
I watched magical girl animes all day.
Bought PS2 games, left them on a park bench.
They were stolen.
I see my lover today.
God damn it. It's 11 PM, I have two Japanese essays to hand in tomorrow (0% done), and I've just pried myself loose from an IRC discussion of the thermodynamics and logistics failure that is the planet-wide city. And now here I am, with a freshly loaded DQN board to peruse. What the fuck is wrong with me?
I actually feel upset for you. If I were you I'd probably break down and cry.
I have some weird psychological sexual problems and I should probably talk to a shrink about it, but 1) I don't have the money and 2) even if I did, he wouldn't be able to help me anyway.
Is it bad that I want to hear all about >>62's problems, even though I probably won't be able to provide a setution?
I slept in until 4pm because I was up all night last night contemplating suicide. Looks like I'm hitting bottom again.
>>64
How can you “contemplate” suicide for so long?
Just kill yourself if you want. You have that right.
>>65 I tried not that long ago and failed and am presently drowning in medical bills. Would rather not fail again and have even more debt.
>>64 should try Primal Scream therapy.
http://awfullibrarybooks.net/?p=20628
>>67
Life sucks. It also doesn't. You'll never find out either way if you decide to kill yourself.
Don't though. Yes, you have the right. But don't. It's fucking stupid.
>>67 Same here. Fortunately I don't have a job, so I can't pay them anyway.
Suicide is the noblest way to die and I respect anyone who goes through with it.
>>68
Fairly certain research has shown this sort of venting doesn't work.
>>71
But the only people who kill themselves are those too weak to live. How can you call a weak person noble? It's much more noble to overcome rather than to succumb.
>>72
Nonsense! My friends and I have a daily primal screaming session and it does wonders. We've also found it to be quite an effective method of clearing out playgrounds when we want to use the swings. Sometimes you've gotta ask yourself: what's more important, my mental well-being or my vocal cords?
>>73 Death is the only real choice we have the opportunity to take for ourselves in this world. The only way to win is to not play.
Today I ran, fapped, learned new thing, read a book, and now I am interneting.
Today I read about a quarter of Julius Evola's Men Among the Ruins, slept a lot, posted on ODSC, played some Dota 2, and wrote some.
I feel bad about posting in this thread
From Evola to DQN? Do you require any sort of decompression in between, or do you just jump right into the deep end of DQN DQN LOL?
I should go to sleep now especially since I stayed up late the past 2 nights but I'm avoiding tomorrow because I know it's going to suck.
Is this in response to finding out about DQN's formerly-resident pedophile-turned-protofascist pedophile or what
Today I am to treat myself to more of the Maine Interational Film Festival!
I'm going to go see Ai WeiWei: Never Sorry. I've been working hard. I should treat myself.
Well, it's time to practice driving. Gotta get my license soon.
Wake up around two, check Facebook, take a piss. Now I'm here.
Wake up, Eat, go on textboards.
>>85
Good luck to you!
I never bothered to get mine because I can't afford a car anyway.
Today I went out with someone, ate mushrooms, spend the afternoon really high while screwing around and talking about deconstructionism and mathematical philosophies with some people. Now I'm surfing this here World Wide Web everyone is on these days, discovering new and exciting things. （ ´･ω･）
wake up, go to work for 10 hours, return home, eat, go back out, find no mail in my p.o. box, go to the bookstore and dick around, stop by the bar for a pint, come back, and here I am in front of the computer drinking more. I have a full and fucking happy life, I do.
I'm happiest when I'm at work, since there I don't have time to think about what I piece of shit I am.
Didn't get to talk with that wonderful girl.
Drank whiskey. Read more Evola. Slept. Drank gin. Fed in LoL. Slept.
Accidentally spilled water on my laptop keyboard while super drunk, talked with a bunch of stalkerish freaks from meta-ironic communities online, got pissed off that I haven't been able to go on IRC for days (can't connect to my shell), Skyped with some twitter peeps, tweeted, and got some sushi
>stalkerish freaks from meta-ironic communities
I am intrigued. But my doctor has me on a low-irony diet.
Last night I hung out with a girl from /jp/ for a few hours and read manga and had 3,4-methylenedioxy-N-methylamphetamine.
She looks cute sleeping. How very, very awkward. (‘ω‘｀ )
Woke up. Realized it was only 9am. Slept some more. Woke up again. Internetting.
>>93
I'm going to throw out a few buzzwords: FYAD, YCS, LF, YTMND, ALOL, Steam, Twitter
Same as yesterday. work, eat, fuck around on internet, sleep.
I always get depressed at night. Maybe it's because I have no companionship.
I'm in a livestream, chatting with a friend, playing Runescape and watching The Big O. It's a nice night.
I had a dream that a snake was making hissing noises from the vent so I forced myself to wake up. It was 1am. It turned out to just be the noisy crickets outside. Unfortunately I couldn't manage to get back to sleep and now it's 5am and my sleep schedule is going to be completely fucked.
Today I woke up at 7 and ran 3.9 miles in 30 minutes, my furthest yet! Then I went to the film fest and saw one film with a friend and one alone. Now I'm sitting at a bar where the after party is happening. Alone, but I like seeing all the people smile.
re: treating my gingivitis
End of Week 2: huh. so I guess my teeth aren't actually that sensitive. I've just been neglecting my oral care for so long that I'm lucky to have gums as good as they are now. The flossing still makes me cry like a bitch though. And it's my own damn fault.
Some girl invited me to her place, I said yes (now wondering if it was the right choice)
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep
I woke up at 1pm, ate rice krispies and proceeded to masturbate to a crossdresser. After this I cut my neighbors front and back lawn, then I showered. I made a peanut butter and strawberry jam sandwich, played some Day-z and WoW. I drove my brother to tennis camp at 4pm and picked him up at 5pm. Now im sitting at my computer patiently waiting for dinner.
takes breath
Woke up in the morning feeling like P. Diddy.
Two of my better friends from middle school and high school are getting married to each other. My best friend since elementary school is now driving to the wedding. I wasn't invited, and there isn't really a reason why. Hell, I met each of those three before they met each other, even!
Way to rub in my lonely pathetic existence, guys.
I'll let you people know what I did. Sure thing.
I played that terrible Trading Hatress 2 game. Some day I'll earn enough to trade for a real game!
And then...then it was said to me that I should make a post here; if I posted with a tripcode I'd be given some earbuds. A simple enough request. Shouldn't be any trouble at all.
>>111 Not worth it, imo.
Today I worked instead of going to Bon Festival. I am a little bummed. I guess I'll have to plan better next year...
The power went out, and I somehow woke up because of that.
btw i'm not 111. hes some random fuck ffomr /jp/ on 4chan who is TRYING to be me but FAILING SO GODDAMN HARD AT IT!!!
LETS SEE TODYA DTODAY TODAY (DRUNK FORVGIVE ME LOL1!)
LAst night I played L4D2 with some VIPPER. Espeon wanted to play with us but the other people didnt like him so I said no to him. I think he got really depressed so I feel guilty.. the server was full though, it's not like he could have played with us anyway. I feel so bad for him!!!!! He always seems so depressed I just want to give him a uhg. I wrote up a sick post in world2ch's blog thread (whoa! fuckin META!), chatted on IRC some, and passed out. It's beem fcucking hot here. 95 F. What the fuck thats not supposed to be like that in oregon11 jesus christ gtet your shit together weather. Well I passed out and woke up at like 2 or 3 PM. Drank some water, stared at the ceiling, talled to this girl .Then ,my dad took me to the beahh. I bought sunflower seeds TEhy were so godo. I like sunfllwer seeds Played some Counter-Strike and jerked off to some Doujins. Decided itd be fun to drink some gin so *WEPLP here i am!!! im drink1!! BTW Ive also been listening to Doom Metal msiuic. Its the best cuz 1. good guitar 2. good vocals 3. interesting themes ``PAECE OUT HOMIES''
ps ticks why did u ignore meo n irc ?? r u amad at me agiani dont get u at all.. youre such a wirdo.. hehehehe
>>114
See, this is how it starts. You get to that age, 17-18, and you start drinking. Then you start smoking. Before long, you've dropped out of college and you're injecting cocaine while listening to pirated MP3s on the sidewalk.
I worry for you, Robert.
>>115
i know i said this besfore but i really think its cool when you do the "real names" thing. every time u see a post thta you think is mine make sure to go "Haha! Great post Tokiko!" or "Robert!" because it really improves the quality of the thread and board at large. (P:S this iswnt shitposting beause its a bad thread already and w/e)
>>116
I seriously don't know what to call you. You change handle every other day.
>hes some random fuck ffomr /jp/ on 4chan who is TRYING to be me but FAILING SO GODDAMN HARD AT IT!!!
but the problem with that statement is that I'm not even doing that. I'm not you. I'm not trying to be you. I'm not trying to make people think I am you. When people try to accuse me of being you I try to convince them otherwise in any way I possibly can, short of divulging personal information I wouldn't comfortable with revealing. (And I fear that, even if I were to do so, there would still be those who would refuse to believe me)
Doom Metal huh? mite b cool. Personally I quite enjoy the Power Metal band Lost Horizon. I don't listen to much other Power Metal, or even Metal at all, but Lost Horizon really has that perfect blend of gravitas and ridiculousness.
Today I woke up, ran, fapped, broke into a trailer that technically belongs to us but was locked and scored all kinds of awesome tools and parts, which I then used to test a spark plug on my moped. The problem was not the spark plug. Which means the problem is something else. Which sucks because if it was I could just buy another spark plug and then the moped would be good as new.
>>114
I haven't been paying attention to IRC for a couple days. You should get yourself on Rizon and let HIM know if you're playing PFRPG because he's excited and wants more players. You're not going to disappoint him, are you?!
Also, work on your drunk typing. You're too old now for that kind of gibberish!
Is this a brawling thread? May I join the fray?
Tonight, I'm going to bed at 0400. Yesterday I went at 0500 and the day before yesterday - at 0600. I assume my life is changing for the better.
I fainted in the street again. The hospital told me I'm now a diagnosed anorexic.
Cool! I like being small.
Two days ago, I had an appointment with the dietician because of my high triglycerides and cholesterol. So I decided to start working out again yesterday, because that was part of the problem. And not going into anything half-assed, I did went at it full tilt. I was completely out of breath and it was awesome.
Now my cheeks are literally sore and so are my legs so I can neither sit nor stand. this is horrible
>>125
No way, you klutz. I didn't bother to read a research paper on that topic further than its title before assuming that I might or might not have Parkinson's. I must be okay.
It was very rude of you to say that. I hope deep inside you feel shame for those words. I'm going to spend this evening being very upset about your post.
On topic: today I ate too much watermelon. My tummy hurts.
>>127
You should be careful about exercising. You shouldn't have rushed things if you weren't working out lately. That horrible pain might decrease your motivation. Not to mention that "no pain no gain" motto often makes people harm themselves.
A friend of mine drew me a cute picture for my birthday! It's a bit late but I still treasure it very much.
>>123
Why don't you eat? Do you not get hungry, or are you concerned about your weight? If you just don't get hungry, anorexia's the wrong term. What's bothering you? It's hard being thin... everyone's telling you to gain weight and they tell you there's something wrong with you just because you're not as big as them. I'm sorry.. I don't faint because I keep close watch of my blood sugars, but I know what things are like.
>>130
I like to stay below - at the very least - 75 to 80 pounds, and eating is just such a waste of time and effort.
I watched Unlimited Blade Works with my friend today.
>>131
I consume your bodyweight in protein in less than two average months, buddy. I know I'm obese, but you have a bigger problem to worry about here.
So the other day I found out there's an academic conference in Zurich starting the day after the SFF con in Birmingham I had planned to spend all my money on, and several of the papers presented seem relevant to my research topics. Guess I can't afford to go full geek after all.
Today I work. Just like all of the other days.
This is why I don't have an actual blog.
I worked on a play I've been writing in Russian, read a book (Kidnapped by Robert Stevenson), went to a small digital art gallery/exhibit and dinner with my girlfriend, and then de-soldered some IC's from an old 486 motherboard until the fumes gave me a headache.
last night i had sex with a girl on her period and filled her with semen, then she squatted on my chest and squirted the blood and semen and endemetrium onto me, then i used it to paint a picture of two people having a conversation. Then she painted an inquisitive donkey with her vagina.
I don't know which barbershop you would consider to be cheap and which one to be expensive.
I've decided to downgrade from 50$ for a haircut to a tenbux. The former price would be considered as overly high by most of my fellow citizen, the latter is more or less common.
Well, fuckers didn't even wash my head. Come on, do they think that hairdryer will magically make all the cut hairs disappear? I had to wash my head at home because it was itchy is hell. I really hope it isn't because I contracted some obscure skin disease.
Overall, I'd rate the quality of my haircut as 3-/5.
On the bright side, I upgraded my RAM. 8 gigs of DDR2 memory OC'd to 1066 MHz turn this PC into a little beast.
I have a lot of interesting doodads and doings scheduled for tomorrow, but I also promised a friend to stream Skyrim. Stay tuned for updates whenever I dropped my plans for a day full of video games or not.
>>143
No-no, he should get YM2149 and use it in a hardware project.
I have another driving lesson tomorrow, I'm getting a lot better at it.
Misfortune comes in threes. Girlfriend's gone for a month, failed my driving exam, and my dog died.
(I'm not >>146, btw.)
I picked some flowers I planted earlier this year and made a nice arrangement for my apartment; it looks and smells very nice. Then I spent 2 hours talking about Aristotle with some dude I met on the subway. Went out shopping with my girlfriend, stocked up on some red wines, and then dusted off some old RTS games when I got back home to kill some time.
I broke a hole in my door.
>>149
That sounds really nice. What kind of flowers were they?
Today I'm doing a security audit for a friend and tried to fix a problem with Crunchbang not booting on Dell netbooks because I want to get rid of outdated Ubuntu 10.10 before I start College, but the guide to fixing the problem did not work and now I am worried. Tomorrow is my "Community Day" thing for the school.
If I get everything done I may go sit by the lake for a while.
I spent the day online looking for a bank that doesn't use chexsystems because I fucked up my finances badly a while back and have been shunned by my bank.
Moral of the story: Make sure you have accounts at more than one bank.
I failed my driving test.
For a third fucking time.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
>>153
Schedule your test for earlier in the month. More people fail later in the month because driving test places are only allowed to pass so many people every month.
I read it on the internet so it has to be true.
I'm at my third day of College. I'm liking it so far. I'm just worried about math. I can't wait for my Sign Language class. And I get to boot and use my Linux thumbdrive in my programming class, so yay.
Today, I posted in w2ch's blog thread.
I have failed my driver's test a fifth time. It's getting extremely expensive and humiliating.
Today I was born. It was very traumatic. I am tired.
I pulled out and came in my girlfriend's mouth for the first time in my life this morning. It felt amazing.
This morning I woke up to GameBro (Original 1990 Mix). What a weird thing to wake up to.
so today I was looking up a professor and jesus christ google have some class. http://i.imgur.com/vsqJn.png
This thread is still here? I thought it died. Well, today I woke up early and screwed around with mai waifu, then we went out to kill some time. After, I saw her off somewhere - I was supposed go tag along, but didn't and felt bad about that. I spent the rest of the day playing LoL (I fucking hate playing Vladimir) and reading bits of the Manusmṛti. Later on a friend called me up, explaining they got kicked out. Bad feels, but I'm in no position to offer up a place to stay so we just talked for a while. Now I'm keeping warm in front of a fire and trying to decide what to do: read some more, play LoL again, or sleep.
I had a really hard time waking up. I pressed "snooze" button like mad and still couldn't wake up. In the end I just woke up, turned off all alarms and fell asleep again.
Headache, eye pain and backache are killing me.
Today I logged into Gikopoi which was cluttered. Is there some sort of a national holiday of which I'm not aware?
ttp://uploda.cc/img/img50a756bf3a3fb.PNG
She's asleep in the exact middle of the bed and there's not enough room for me on either side.
B-but that's okay. I didn't want to sleep anyway (・ω・ )
Cleaned my apartment, hid the liquor and drugs and girly mags, and crawled inside of my couch. Now, to wait.
I've had my hair cut. I like myself now.
I woke up with a terrible stomach ache at 5. I'm glad I don't remember any of it other than that it happened.
