( ß -ß) Finding out that my parents did a lot of cocaine and other drugs, and that my mother cheated on my father around the point of when I was conceived, making me a crack child (which was not that big of a surprise in all honesty), and possibly a bastard who may not know his real father.
( ß -ß) I also lost the girl that I had been dating for four years, whom I thought I may have been in love with. She also cheated on me on several occasions, and was instantly in a relationship with another guy after our break up.
( ß -ß) It's been over a year since all of this and I can't quite seem to get over it.
( ß ƒŽß) At least I have amphetamine, alcohol, and music to escape reality with.
( ß -ß) If only I didn't want to escape reality constantly.