How is your mind body and soul keeping up?
I'mm developing a bad back. All I can afford is this god awful wooden chair and sitting in it sixteen hours a day has done me no good
Dude, see a chiropractor. I have monthly visits and the shit works wonders.
I can't focus anymore and end up hopping from tab to tab and skimming through them. Some of them I don't even read but keep open anyway.
I just can't keep my eyes off the computer. I have myopia and some bed sores. I can't even focus on anything else; I'm burnt out on everything else. My body is emaciated.
Everything else is just an obstacle between me and my computer. And it has to be my computer. A mobile phone won't do. It needs to have my personalizations, despite the fact that once I'm finished with work, I have nothing I need to do with a computer.
Is suffering
I have bad hips because I sit on the floor with my laptop.
I dont' have a proper chair. Well, I have a fold out chair but the floor is more comfortable than that thing.
I have trouble interacting with people in real life.
Every day, I get home from work, and I collect music, and I'll sit at the computer for hours on end. It used to be good, because I liked music, and the passion I felt for listening to so much sort of splashed into other things.
And now I can't stop. I can barely write or think coherently. I've lost whatever passion or charisma music's given me. I can't palette much information, unless it's delivered in musical form, or else it would be too dull.
I have no friends, terrible academics (formerly; I'm out of high school, but I nearly dropped out), I'm living in my grandmother's house and leeching off of her, terribly insecure, and I'm even struggling with the simple minimum wage job I have.
The worst of it all is that I'm not even listening to much music. Most of my thought goes to collecting terabytes of it with no real application. And to gauge how much music I have, I only collect mp3s in 320.
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Sounds to me like you suffer from autism.
I have scoliosis.
I'm too focused. I just zone out and stay on the web for hours. But I can't sit and read a book for hours.
It sounds more like you're really unfocused.