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Knowing the consequences of passion does fuck-all for stopping what you do under its influence. I would know!

Speaking of, I could never help thinking about my ex despite having plans to move in with the girl I'm currently dating but, well, not really in love with.

Two days ago I got all euphoric over her, reminiscing about everything we did together as I absent-mindedly jotted it all down in my journal - which only made me more lovesick. Last I heard she was working a new job and living with some dude, said she was happy and such. I had refrained from interfering, thought I'd let her move on and such.

Call it selfishness; I shoot a friendly email, ask how things are going, tell her I'm just "checking up". Today I get a reply. Says he left her, she got fired, she's all alone and isn't happy at all.

I know it would be horrible, absolutely terrible to ditch my relationship and go for the rebound. I really want to.